Sizzlin

Monday, August 28, 2006

2 posts in 2 days! not bad:)!

I have a little bit of time to kill before i have to get to my next appointment, so i decided to blog a little...mostly to appease my grandmother! It's kind of a rainy day down here today. it would have been a prime day for snuggling into the apartment. I read something today that said we're supposed to have a long, snowy winter...I imagine i'll get my snuggle time in then. I have good news today though. i've been trying to schedule people for monday, which is labor day...and most people are telling me upfront that they are not going to be around. that means a day off for me! i just have to squeeze as many people as i can in this week and in the rest of next week. that will be fun though. i'm glad. it's a real bummer to have to go to work on holidays. and i'm at the half way mark for getting my health insurance. as long as i hit my quota this week and next i'll get it. i don't think i'll have much of a problem getting there. ok. i have to run off to work now!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

i'm posting!

HI Everyone, especially Ma and Lisa! Sorry I haven't posted in a while, but big things have been happening around here lately seems as two weeks ago today Big Guns and I got engaged!! I guess I've been off on the posting lately because I've been spending my time daydreaming with Big Guns about our wedding and about our life together. It's really wonderful, and really hard to believe at the same time...THis weekend I finally got my ring back from the jeweler. It had to be resized. I always thought girls were shallow and silly with all their talk of rings and weddings and other frilly stuff because the important part is finding another person you can love so much and want to wake up next to every day, but I was shocked at myself for how quickly I became attached to THE ring. :) It has been a long two weeks waiting for it to come back! I was nervous driving with Big Guns to pick it up on Saturday morning. It's all sparkley and shiney. I feel like a movie star, but it isn't the ring so much, as it is the meaning behind it. How lucky I am to find someone who makes me feel so happy. I really can't wait for every minute we share together. We still don't have a date, or a location decided on yet...Maine for sure, but we're undecided about whether it will be the rockland area or portland...both have pros and cons...so we'll have to do some real exploring here in the next couple of months...in any case, we're shooting for summertime in the hopes that the weather will be more cooperative and attractive:)
yesterday we went to jen's for a birthday cookout in honor of jen's, aunt jo's and ronnie's birthdays. it was really fun and we wound up staying until 8pm. i love being able to drop by her place again..it's just like it always used to be...only we're grown up now! (or atleast we're supposed to be!) We filled today up with errands. Alfie had to get his nails clipped again so we took him up to PETCO in NH. Life is so much easier with a place like that around. Alfie does not like to have his nails done. He acts like a rabid coyote from the moment they start until they stop. The lady had to place him in a harness that looked big enough to restrain a German Shepard in order to get down to business. My heart broke for both of them. I bought him some catcandy afterwards. I'm hoping to train him to associate getting his nails done with getting catcandy so he is less resistant. I'll keep you posted on how it goes. That's all the news I have for tonight. It's just about bedtime!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

I'm bad:(!

HI guys
I haven't blogged in awhile b/c I've been busy. things have been going pretty well, but today i've kind of dropped the ball. I wound up calling in sick. technically i don't get sick days, so what i really did was cancel all of my appointments for today and rescheduled for next week. i woke up in middle of the night and couldn't get back to sleep. then i cried for several hours. poor big guns got stuck trying to cheer me up. he really is the best. i'm in no condition today to help other people with their problems...i think i'm just stressed out...and the client who is 'obsessed' with me is really scaring the crap out of me, so i'm putting my foot down and i'm not going to work with him anymore...i think he is where the majority of my problems are coming from...i'm probably just overtired, so it is getting to me more...and making things seem more difficult than they really are. i'll be fine tomorrow but i may be on the hunt soon for a different job where i don't have to go to people's homes. it seems to me i would feel much safer and less stressed if i found something like that.